Saturday, October 2

I have no idea

I have no idea. I dont know what else we could do. We are now in different tracks. You are too far from us.

Sometimes I went into your page, I explore, there are also times when your story pops-up in my page, but, whenever I do that, I feel very sad. Cause you are not the same person I used to know. I know I have no rights to say that. But I really hope that you will realize. InshaALLAH.

You say you dont deserve to be friends with us, you say you are not nice enough to be friends with us, 

did you know how much it hurts us when you say like that? How it really breaks our hearts?

I try to forget all the 'ridiculous saying' of yours. Because all of it was not true. We are always going to be friends. you are also some part of the story my life. 

You, your friends always take care about you. Some of your friends even try to contact me, to ask about you. But, because of you trying to run away from us, I dont know what to tell your friends. But, I dont blame you. I blame myself, cause I have not been keeping in touch with you from time to time.

I know I have cause too much trouble to you, but, 

I hope that you will forgive me, 

I missed your words,

I missed your smiles, 

I missed your nags, 

I missed you, so much.